Chapter XVIII
Blessings
~ * * * ~

Madra cried tears of joy and hugged the doctor when he told her that Max was holding his own. Oh, thank God, she thought ~ thank God!
The doctor had sat down with her and told her the news. He said that Max had a way to go yet, but he was strong. He explained that Max would have to stay in the hospital for a while, but that the doctor expected a full recovery with some limitations, of course. Madra promised that she would do whatever it took to get Max well.

She begged the doctor to see him then. The doctor told her that she could visit for just a few moments. He explained that Max was still droggy from the anesthesia and would probably not be able to respond to her. She promised that she would only stay a few minutes and that she didn't care, she just wanted to see her Max and make sure for herself that he was alright.

Madra walked into the dimly lit hospital room, and her breath caught when she first saw him. He was so pale. She was not used to seeing Max like this. He had always been the strong one. She steeled herself together, took a deep breath and walked over to the bed where he lay. She took his hand in hers and kissed it tenderly.

His eyes opened and he looked at her with recognition. He tried to speak, but no words came out. She sat in the chair next to his bed, stroke his face and said, "Shhh, darling...don't try to speak. I'm here. You're going to be just fine." He closed his eyes and fell back asleep.

As promised, Madra left the room. She was content at least that Max was alive and that he would be alright. Kent was there waiting to take her home. She thanked him profusely for waiting for her. Realizing that she ran out of the house without a coat, he put his coat over her shoulders and helped her out to the car. One look at her and he realized that she had been through hell and back that night. She was still wearing the beautiful gown she wore on their evening out, which was now all crumpled, and she was skaking.

When they arrived at home, it was almost noon, and Glynnis came down to greet her. She told her that the girls were taking a nap, but they were asking for their mommy and daddy. Madra was physically exhausted and thanked Glynnis for watching them. Glynnis told her to go lay down and that she would take care of the girls.

Madra headed upstairs and entered the bedroom she shared with Max. She went through the door that separated his study from their bedroom. She looked around the study almost expecting to see him there. The room was full of him. She went to the table next to his favorite chair, and noticed the cigar in the ashtray. Sweet Max, she thought, this was the only room in the entire house that he ever smoked these smelly things in. He never wanted his smoking to affect the girls, or me. Fingering the cigar, she thought, yes, that is my Max, always so considerate of everyone. Always putting everyone else's needs before his own.
She went into their bedroom then and literally collasped on the bed. Her head rested on his pillow and she stroked it as if he were there with her. Oh, how she ached for him. Oh, God, thank you for sparing my Max. I promise to always count my blessings.....I promise.....and she fell asleep.


~ * * * ~

Totally unaware of the events occurring at the Maxwell home, Leila and Mike return from their trip. The weekend was absolutely amazing! They entered the house and the butler greeted them and said that Mrs. Jamison was out, but that there was someone waiting for Leila in the sitting room. They walked in and saw Lauren.

Lauren immediately came over to see Leila. Mike could feel Leila stiffen as Lauren came over, put her hand on her cheek, caressing it, and told her how much she missed her. Then, almost as an aside, she looked at Mike and said, "Who is your little friend, darling."

Leila seemed to be unable to speak. Mike looked at her in total confusion. Leila was looking down at the floor, her face flushed, her hands trembling.

"My name is Mike," he said, "and may I ask, who the hell are you?"


Lauren looked Mike square in the face and said, "Why, hasn't Leila told you? I'm her lover."

Mike's jaw dropped open, he looked at Leila in disbelief. Leila looked up at Mike and saw the look on his face. She turned and bolted up the stairs crying hysterically.

Lauren started after her, but Mike grabbed her arm to stop her. "Stay away from her," he demanded. Then he ran up the stairs after her.

He knocked on Leila's room and then opened the door and entered. He found Leila face-down on the bed sobbing. He walked over to the bed, sat on the edge and gently stroked her hair. "Leila," he began, "is this what you were afraid to tell me? Please....please, talk to me, honey?"

"Oh, please, Mike," Leila began, "please leave....I'm so ashamed."

"Leila," he said, "I have to talk to you ~ please don't leave it this way ~ please."

With that she sat up and faced him. Tears were streaming down her face and she looked like a hurt little girl. Mike could feel his heart tear in two.


Mike took her in his arms then and said, "Then there's just one thing to do. We have to work it out because I love you, too. I waited too long for you to come into my life and I'm not giving you up. We will work this out. I love you." He lay down next her then, stroking her hair.

"Mike, I'm so sorry," Leila began, "I tried so hard not to get involved with you, but I couldn't help myself. Then, I tried to tell you, but didn't know how. I knew you wouldn't understand....."

"I have one question for you, Leila," he said, "do you love me?"

"Oh yes, Mike, yes. I didn't think I'd ever feel this way about anyone until I met you!"


They heard a noise at the door and when they looked up, they saw that Lauren had been standing in the doorway. "Lauren...." Leila began. Lauren shot her a look and hissed, "No need to explain, I heard everything. Well, I hope you're both very happy with each other." And with that, she turned and stormed out of the room, down the stairs and out of the house, slamming the door as she left.

To be continued.......